OH YOU TWERK? BITCH I VOGUE!

Hello everyone! I still have two drafts for my blog but I chose to publish the newest one because I'm gonna write a topic related to it in a deep constellation of thoughts once again. I opted for a black and white outfit because I feel so pro today! I feel so Liz Uy like just wearing jeans and unexpected shoesies ( but in my case, I still can't wear a pair of freaking shoes so yeah slippers will fcking do. HAHAHA. I'm so annoyed bc i'm suffering for a month already. Konting unawa pls. ) Don't you love my bag?? :) :) It's from Girbaud! I think if you're gonna buy a designer bag especially if you'll use your own bucks for it, you should invest first for an everyday black bag. It has a resemblance with a chanel bag too!  I swear to take care of this even until I had my kids and hubby. HAHAHA, okay that's oa. Yay, but seriously i'm so obsess to it like I didn't let go of it from the first time I held it. There's this strong affection thooo! >:)< 

  The things you ever wanted, you want for now or you'll surely want? I've always been confused of past, present and future.

  

  There are three things I always think of everytime I will enter the doors of buses: stuffs I left home, ticket and the place I will travel. What keeps you from going? I used to dream of becoming a teacher when I was a young dork. My mind changed that I've liked to become a doctor. As the large hand of the clock rotates with the short one, I forgot the essence of living. Time will come that you have to decide for what will you do in the future. I studied what I love, fashion. It talks about clothes, brands, travel, art and business. I thought I will end up studying tourism but sometimes, what you've planned isn't going to happen. Unplanned moments can be bad or good. I like unplanned things because  it shows that God is the only person who rules everything in our lives. You can ignore things but you can't move on from it easily. Life goes on to enjoy what's in present. A lot of people have told me, "I like what's in your mind. You're too cool to have so many plans in life to be so much guided in the path you'll take."  I'm grateful of myself because I think and write a lot. I like everything. I want to have different works in the coming years. I don't want to settle in a timid place in a daily routine instead of travelling to a different kind of life, meeting wonderful people, doing favors to help sincerely and more. This blogpost isn't enough to discuss everything that I want in future like I so much swear. But for me, my only dream is to touch people's lives in a good way. I wonder how is it fun or moving if I become a bartender in a bar, serving broken hearted people sobbing from their heartbreaks and tell, "For every rose that withers and dies, another blooms in its stead. You may have to cut that sentence, but there will be an even better one to replace it. I promise." 

Love,

Patricia <3

'Tis the season to be jolly

Dress: Forever21; Flats: Barbie; Sunnies: Sunnies by Charlie; Bag: Random; Necklace & Belt: Sm Accessories

  This is late post already because I was really waiting for my cousin to send other pictures but I guess it will take me to New Year to blog this! (Grrr! Hello Jen Ysabelle!! Haha). I really saved money to buy some of these stuffs all by my savings since sembreak. Hihi. Christmas is definitely my favorite season of the year because not to me mention by a goody girl inside of me I always get this amazement whenever I feel the essence of this celebration, Jesus Christ. I can't wait to share this holy thing I witnessed yesterday. I'm also thinking if I'm allowed to share it in the first place. I think I will more likely tell it through a sneak-peek chika. :) This is also the year I have the chance to be reunited with my super love, Family. <3 This is also the year I get money! HAHAHA. Seriously, I really agree that the economy of our country is getting stronger and much higher. Good job, Pnoy! Lmao. I didn't expect may pamasko will increase from the fact that I'm already old. I guess my Tita Gee is right. Those who are older meet a lot of wawa cash moments in their lives so definitely we deserve this! :P Too bad this is the first time I didn't get myself a pair of booties. 2013 will always remind me of my ankle cut. :( :( I'm still happy and feeling safety safe because pagaling na daw talaga siya sabi ni Doctora! Special thanks to my Tita Maricar for bringing me to their office. I will make bawi of buying shoes this 2014. I will buy a lot. No more clothes. More savings. Get myself into a good business. Be happier the next year around!!!! Yay! No more lie low in blogging and surround myself with lovely thoughts! :D

Love, 

Patricia <3 

Dainty Pink

  "Humas have a knack for choosing precisely the things that are worst for them - J.K. Rowling"     Giving you my readers a beautiful quote like this. I saw it from tumblr. I don't blog about fashion only. I want something literature thingy entry also. How I wish I have a Lit majors on my subjects. I can relate with thing quote very much especially when I was young. I did a lot of mistakes. I was like Elle Clemente hahaha joke not so harsh like her naman. I'm very grateful that yes I bumped into the right wall of life. Atleast hindi paurong ang pagtanda di'ba! I'm stronger and tougher than what people think and see from me. 

  I'm so excited for these coming days. I can't wait to have our Photoshoot with Ate April and ofcourse my little sister from another mother, Jen! All I have to do is to prepare myself for a free time and my savings as well. This is another major bonding i will love!

  Sweet 16 is my old favorite tv show at Etc? I forgot. Not sure. I think it's Starworld? HAHA HELP We should enjoy our teenage years that why I pulled of something girly girl in dainty pink today! Those are my old clothes from my imaginary walk in closet. I can still remember the first time I created an account here in blogger, I can't blog that much because I have no clothes to wear. Wala lang. Naglelevel-up talaga lahat ng tao even the whole world. It's Monday again tomorrow, 8-10 AM class at PE. So sad. I'll go home after since we still have 2 hours break! My ass needs some rest! Haha. Yeah, wait! I just wanted to share something inspiring I got from tumblr also. It's a reblogged text from Julia Baretto. It's so........ omg judge it instead!

 The Types of People You Will Fall in Love With In Your 20s by Ryan O’Connell  

You will fall in love with someone who annoys you, whose orgasm face looks and feels pathetic. Despite all of this, there’s something keeping you drawn to them, something that makes you want to protect them from the harsh world. What you fail to realize, however, is that you are the harsh world. You aren’t their noble protector — you are someone to be protected from but it takes a lot of dates, a lot of nights where you question whether or not you are actually a good person, for this to ever resonate with you. When it’s over and whatever love is left is put back in the fridge like a sad plate of leftovers, you will finally understand that you have the power to hurt someone. You can either hurt them or love them and it’s up to you to decide what kind of role you would like to take on in future relationships. What feels more comfortable — being the one who loves more or being the one who’s loved less?

You will fall in love with someone who’s cold and always seemingly pushing you away. When all is said and done, they will be forever known as the one person you couldn’t get to love you. Unfortunately, it will hurt and sting worse than the good ones, the ones that chopped up your meat for you and picked out an eyelash from your eye and were nice to your mother, because love often feels like a game we need to win. And when we lose, when we realize we couldn’t get what we ultimately desired from a person, it makes us feel like a failure and erases all the memories of those who loved us in the past. It’s a permanent smudge on your love resume.

You will fall in love with someone for one night and one night only. They’ll come to you when you need them and be gone in the morning when you don’t. At first, this will make you feel empty and you’ll try to convince yourself that you could’ve loved this person for longer than a night, but you can’t. Some people are just meant to make cameo appearances, some are destined to be a pithy footnote. That’s okay though. Not every person we love has to stick around. Sometimes it’s better to leave while you’re still ahead. Sometimes it’s better to leave before you get unloved.

You will fall in love with the old couple down the street because to you they represent the impossible: a stable, long-lasting love. You’re trying to get someone to like you for more than ten minutes. A monogamous “never get sick of ya” love seems unfathomable. “What’s your secret, sir? Do you just say yes a lot?”

You will fall in love with smells, the good and the bad kind. You will want to wear your lovers shirt because it makes you feel close to them and you’re okay with being that PSYCHO who is legitimately sniffing their shirt in public. You will fall in love with sweat, certain perfumes, the smell of the season in which you fell in love. This particular love smells like fall. It smells like Halloween and a roaring fire and leaves and fog and mist and candy and food and family and whiskey and sex and the lint that collects on sweaters. When it ends, if it ends, you will never experience another fall without thinking of him, her, it. The memories will stick to the ground like a mound of leaves and will only dissipate when the weather drops.

You will fall in love with your friends. Deep, passionate love. You will create a second family with them, a kind of tribe that makes you feel less vulnerable. Sometimes our families can’t love us all the time. Sometimes we’re born into families who don’t know how to love us properly. They do as much as they can but the rest is up to our friends. They can love you all the time, without judgement. At least the good ones can.

This is where I’m supposed to tell you that you will fall in love with The One, a person who isn’t too cold or too nice. Their “O” face is perfectly fine and they’re not afraid to show how much they love you. This person is supposed to wait for us at the end of the twentysomething road as some kind of reward for all the heartache and loneliness. We deserve them. We’ve earned this kind of love.

So fine. You’re going to fall in love with The One. You’re going to fall in love with someone who will make sense beyond college or a job or a particular season. They’ll make sense forever and won’t ever want to leave you behind. I’m telling you this not because it’s true but because it NEEDS to be true. Everyone is entitled to this kind of love, so why not? Have it. It’s yours. Blow out the candles on your 30th birthday, holding their hand, and let out an exhale that’s been waiting for ten years. Do it. Now

I fell inlove with these texts too. Thankyou so much for reading this blogpost. I hope you'll continue reading. If you haven't read my old blogposts, just see my blog archieves. Thankyou so much. I hope you're having a good time with me and my baby blog. I love you my readers!  Virtual hugs! xo P.S. I'm planning to change my name, I mean I want to use my nickname. What do you think of Patricia? I miss my old friends/ old relatives who call me that way. I'm hesitating at the same time because a lot of girls are sharing the same name "Patricia" hahaha what do you think?! Kleinel is calling me that way. I find it pretty cool. XD So call me Patricia now. Thankyou! :)

Better day ❤

  It was a better day because I have spoken and thrown some stories to my blockmates. HAHAHA. I met a lot of IS graduates too! Really thanks to my sister Moni and Almira! They introduced me to their old classmates. They're all so nice! Pero nakakahiya pa din haha pero atleast talaga! I just went with a lazy day outfit because I didn't feel going to school awhile ago. I just wanted to stare at my screen that's like forever...

Top: Papa's; Jeans: Random; Flats: Barbie; Necklace: Gift from Nadz! I miss you Nadine!! <3

  I hesitated to my planned ootd because it's like a sheer top slight lang eh I'm just afraid to be noticed. I think, I failed hahaha

  It's so hard to copy the famous pose of Ate Karla Aguas. Haha. I have a different version. 

  Just got home pose! Messy bun+ beach slippers+ Mickey as the bg= MY WORLD. 1 prof a day makes students bored anyway. Hahahaha. We met our Math teacher already and hay how I wish it's Mam Domingo... a woman with understanding, compassion and sense of humor. Mega sigh! Still thankful because I have my new friends. Thank God!! Still, High school friends are IRREPLACEABLE. :) I don't where will college take me! hahaha everytime I talk to them, they always remind me of my old friends from high school. Yay. Pero ang sweet lang na may magtetext sa kanila na kung nakauwi na kayo pati everytime may makakasalubong kami, ipapakilala ka kaagad. Namiss ko ang vibe ng public. Ang saya lang. Ang babait. Lord, please don't forget to guide me everyday, that's my only wish!

"There'll be no sunlight if I loose you baby..."

  It's Monday and it's okay :) Could you imagine guys how many days are left before school time? *Mega Sigh* I hope all of you are enjoying every moment of vacation!

Top: Jag Thug; Shorts: Cangaroo; Flats: Barbie; Belt: SM Dept. Store

  Thank you so much to my photographer, Jen. I hope you're just my biological sister so that my blogging life would be easier.

  We planned to make a video from a Taylor Swift song but we ended up with photos only. Next time, next time. Gusto ko kasi sana ay yung What's your name by 4 minute yeah it's a Kpop song hehehe I'm inlove with that girl group hay my favorite station, Arirang!!!  I believe I'm destined to a korean guy and he'll bring me to Jeju Island haha this thought is so lol :)

I love this photo of us

Bawal ang sad! Do you watch Ryzza Mae Show? I'm a big fan of that cutie pie

Look Up!! Yay. Thanks to Ninang Mila for accpeting our offer... hahaha! :)

  How did you spend your Monday? Mine was fun! Having funny conversations with my cousins are so much priceless. I'm Dumb. Patrice the dumb girl. :( Atleast wala naman akong sabaw thoughts siguro ano? Hahaha! I love you, promise I'll share a lot of stories next time. Mwaaaaaaa xx

P.S. I chose the lyrics from It Will Rain by Bruno Mars because I remembered last Saturday how cray cray I am. I was singing from the bottom of my diaphragm while nagflaflash yung lyrics ng song from Breaking Dawn Part 1 ng Star Movies, hehe para talaga akong baliw. Atleast hindi tayo magkapitbahay. I'm safe! >:)

Back to BASICS

  Hi Sunday! I told you that I bought new jeans from FOR ME. I always tell the prices of my clothes especially if I got in from a red tag/sale. Guess how much? :)

  Back to basics because I wore basically, basics. HAHAHA. Got that? For me basic clothes are really essential because we can use it in different occasions. Plus like what Karla Aguas again told her readers, BASICS are cheat stuffs on repeating clothes. I super agree on that. :)

  I don't know what kind of jeans is this. Bungalow ataw? Not sure guys!  Something from 90's. Those wide styles at the bottom part of denims from old magazines I have read (Yeah old influence works in present!) . 

  White Top: From LOLA! HEHEHE See I use family clothes. Yesterday was my dad's! Just to show I can wear different clothes with confidence on roads and busy streets of Batangas City. I don't support SHOPAHOLIC MOVEMENT from now on because this June!! YEAH We are planning to have our SAVINGS BREAK the whole year with the cooperation of the whole family. It's so exciting especially on my part because I'll be the one to take care of the money. Yiheee feeling ko accountant na ako hehehe feeling ko may ari ako ng isang finance company! hahaha excited na talaga kami ni Kuya Marc pumasok. Rak na yon!! May time kasi na blockmates kami. Ano kayang feeling na may kamag anak ka sa room?! Haha!!

  I changed my mind. I opted to my comfy heels from Barbie Shubbiz. Actually parang pang beach yung look na to kasi kulang na lang maxi skirt!!! hay let's go the beach soon bitches! :)

  Happy Mommmer's Day to all the Mommers in the world. To my mom, I haven't greeted her today seriously. HAHAHA. Maybe before we sleep. Yes we are sleeping in a room. Tipid sa kuryente, isang takbo ng ac. :))) Ofcourse people always tell me Patrice kamukhang kamukha mo Mama mo! I was like Baka nanay ko? Hehehehe. Well, I do believe. I'm thankful first, she's my mom. We've been together ever since I opened my eyes. Idk. I can't afford not to see her in a day. Syempre unlike nung iba nasa ibang bansa mom nila, eh siya she never leave my side. Second, I inherited her looks. She's really pretty, I swear :) no wonder... heheheh joke! And yes we don't have a perfect relationship. Everyday she scolds me random stuffs. Minsan talaga hindi ko na pinapansin. Tapos maiinis kapag hindi pinapansin. Tapos kapag sasagot ako, nanagot daw. Ano ba talaga? Pakamatay na ako. HAHAHA. But it's okay, you're my mom, I'm just your pretty daughter. Nakuuu she hates me if I say things like these! HAHAHAHA. She always support me in different choices I like. But not all, syempre naniniwala talaga ako sa Mother's knows best. Kahit sa pamimili ng damit? Kahit ako'y isang expertista sa world of Fashion, hindi pa rin ako bibili ng damit kung hindi siya nagagandahan. Basta. Lahat ng gusto ko binibili niya. Kahit wala daw siyang pera, masunod lang ako. :) SNIFFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you Mame! Second Best cook in the world! ( syempre si Paps ang 1st aminado naman lahat ng chefs sa buong mundo hahaha)

I love you readers! Oh tomorrow halalan na! Masasabi ko lang? I don't like that Binay girl. I'm on Vice Ganda's side!! I AM FREE TO EXPRESS MYSELF ESPECIALLY THAT THIS IS MY BLOG. Again, thankyou for respecting and your time. I love you mwa! :) 

P.S. I bought it by 388 pesos!!! :)