Butterlies went knock-knock

 I planned to be inlove,
 Then I'm out of words.
Seeing attractive strangers everyday,
makes me realize wouldn't go without you for a day.
Your eyes shine the brightest
 Like a burning flame
No - this love isn't same
 For it is the attest.
I have loved you before
And these wings have soared
Mending heartbreaks,
Till I fall for you again.
 My bestfriend said, "You can't be inlove with someone you don't know. It's infatuation."
Years have passed,
I remember I've been dreaming of you.

 - lang LYV hahaha aka Patrice  :)

Hiii. This poem is dedicated to my shattered dreams of becoming a literature student. It's been so AWHILE. I feel like everytime I had to do a blogpost is an explanation should be written. But then, I'm an accountancy student, so I guess I have to skip this part. I love my course! I love this career! I love my future job! We had our Acquiantance party last August 8, 2015 held at Batangas City Coliseum. It's my third time already and forgot that time swept those memories away. Last 2 years for me ( Hopefully, I pray this everyday ) till I bid my goodbye to college! Wow! Fantastic baby! Hihi. Before that, I think 2 years for me will be a long parade to church just like marrying the person who deserves me. Cheesy! Well, I don't know. I don't have any idea. I'm focused to my goals. I am eager to learn from school about the circulation of a business entity. This is how I roll. HAHAHA. Again, I still go home mourning of my low scores... What's new. Haha. This year's theme is Fire and Ice. But who cares, I always don't follow the theme anyway. Lol. My perception about fashion isn't caged from being categorized but what really depends on my mood. If I feel not going on make up ( which is never or seldom, depends... i'm lazy but make up is really my thing so I don't know how to be lazy with it ) or dressing up then so be it. You know, I always talk about freedom. Wear what you want. Write what you want. Because it's always you who will do things not them. Damn all of them, right? lol. Since, I have opened the topic about freedom, few more months till the 2016 elections. As a concerned youth, ofcourse register first my friend ( me talking to myself because I'm not yet registered hahaha but I will find time and so sad that declared holidays are just my free time and government offices aren't open fml right? anyone who works at regular holidays or special holidays please? I know there are still associates / higher position who want premiums in their payroll! Yaay ) and please think a lot of DEMOCRACY that's currently prevailing in the country. Vote for the president who will not revise the 1987 Constitution which is the charter change and the president who won't be a dictator in this country. I don't know much of the political laws well in fact I barely pass my business law subject, what more of the constitution. It's hard but really interesting. I always knew deep down in my heart the love of mine in history and news, coincide.

 

 

 At the end of the day, I will always close my eyes and thank God for all the blessings that I received from this school - the gift of studying, competitive classmates and the best of friends. One of the things I will never get tired to thank is truly all of them. I wouldn't come this far without them not only about studying but also life and love learning's. I always realize that 24/7 of being together isn't enough to talk and make fun of things together. Bully friends, I know that God has already embossed all of your names, here in my heart. I love you! Excited to spend more of these years completely through the darkest and the brightest!

Love,
Patricia <3
 

Flaunt

           Hello!!! I'm so speechless right now because again, I don't know where to start Anyways, I missed blogging and I think I know where I'm supposed to be and to give my full attention this time. Thank you Lord because you brought me to the position that I've wanted!!! For the past few months, I was so depressed about my studies. 2nd year is such a monster!! This is the first time that I experienced receiving failing grades even in a minor subject. That's how though the competition is! I always came home crying of my scores. Those were the days that I lost my appetite in eating. In the first day of our exams, when I took Practical Accounting 1, God knows that I already gave up. I said in myself, "It's so hard. If you didn't pass, it's okay not to experience this torture anymore. When I took this course, I lost my self confidence. You're done feeling like a booby bird this time. If God wants me to become a CPA, then hallelujiah! If not, amen it's up to the Lord and I have still my plan B." But yeah!!!! THANK YOU!!!! I will be forever grateful for this! Again, you didn't fail me Lord! I didn't fail myself this time! Nothing is impossible. Thank you because I'm so blessed right now not only about this but in every aspect in life. Thank you for the gift of family!! When I was young, I pray that I'll grow up with a complete and happy family Thank you especially for keeping my Dad safe in the other country! Thank you because I have a very supportive lola that I can stay up to 12 AM just telling stories to each other! Thank you! To my cousin, Jen who's always there to listen to all my rants in life an understads me with no bad judgement, I love you babe and thank you! To Maycy, thank you for ALL and EVERYTHING including your house, food and useful notes and knowledge, woah, couldn't do this without you girl! To Karla, who brought us to St. Jude parish and who was there to cheer me up and leaves viber message, "MAKAKAPASA KA SA QUALI, TANDAAN MO YAN - sent 2014" I love you always bitch! To my bestfriend, Bea Theresa, I love you baby. Thank you because you're the best. Lahat lahat na I remember when I was still devastated ( hahaa lakas) last summer 2013, I prayed to God, "I know it's not for me. Please, surround me with people who have genuine heart and one bading pls! So God gave me Almira, Joice, Glecie, Mattiaz, Christine, Clarissa and Richmon!!!! HAHAHAHA! THIS GROUP OF FRIENDS, I CAN ASSURE YOU!!!!! This is the group of friends that I can imagine living in a condo in Makati because we work in the same firm after 4 years! HAHAHA. I can imagine the chaos and inner peace whenever we are together. I can imagine myself being a ninang ( already yassss ) to their future babies hahahaha and vice versa! Hahahaha. I don't know but I feel forever with them. I feel so comfortable telling everything like natatae ako. Tapos sabay pala kami ni Joice mga 12am pa yun magkachat kami nagpaalam ako tapos ayun nagmurahan na ang mga hampas lupa Bastaaa, I don't see them as my friends but I consider them as a representation of myself already. Wala makakasira sa friendship namin. Napatunayan na namin yun sa qualifying exam. Whatever happens in the future, no one and nothing can outweigh everything. From all the laughters, late night gossips, confessions, breakfast - lunch- merienda - dinner - midnight snacks, movie marathons & studying?! NO JUST NO! WE'RE INEFFECTIVE ABOUT IT HAHAHAHA. They are the kind of people who will argue about the t-ice bottle in a convenience store discussing which part of the financial accounting 2 it is. Sigawan at it's finest! ahhahaa! Now, we're down to the remaining 6 sems! I'm not yet ready tho because I'm still tired Anyways, the fight must go on! This is just another start of battle! I will never tired of trying! God will provide the strength and I shall work I will fulfill my promises during my review days once I pass the qualifying exams... HAAHA! Thank you to my good professors ( If you gave me high grades then you're good and if not, have conscience... pls? Kidding po lol ), bullyfriends ( I LOVE YOU THE WAY I LOVE MYSELF AND IT'S UNCONDITIONAL ), family and God! Let's do this!!!!! CPA MOVEMENT! CPA PROPER!!!! I may not be the best student in the class but I can assure you, I always do my best as a student! 

Top: Trendz; Leggings: Forever 21; Heels: Dr. Mise; Bag: Girbaud; Watch: Baby-G

Love,

Patricia <3

                            

FiercePatrice shades of gray

         Fashion is my true love. It may never bethe first love I got, I believe it's my true and real love :) My bae and I had a fun shoot since she's going to make a portfolio for her requirements in school. I love gray. I love gray so much. I don't know but this color is forever. I missed blogging!!! My 2nd year of college has truly swept my hobby from writing. Woah, wish me luck for our qualifying exams this May 26 & 28! Again, I would like to extend my deepest gratitude who became patient for taking all these photos I got from her camera and most especially for staying as my bestfriend since 3rd year high school, we may have and had lots of fights... we cried alot, we kicked each other's ass, laughed to every stories (we never runout tho? haha) we shared, punched our faces about love advices and grew up as each other's critic, I still love you bae. I want to say sorry for the times that I've been a bad friend to you, nevertheless, I think real sisters always fight or share some fights because it's natural but this time, I promise to be a better ate to you & will try to follow ALL your fancy advices (I remember when we were stuck in Morayta and I was asking which sidewalk to pass to reach the back part of FEU and didn't believe you. HAHAHA. Sorry for not trusting you at times but you know that I'm just afraid to be lost ) Thank you for everything. HappyBirthday and I love you of all the baes that I have in this world because you're truly one of the best creature I've ever met! I know, we'll go places together someday in Fifth Avenue & Manhattan, New York! I know our plans will happen in time! Happy Birthday Bea Theresa!! :) 

Dress : H&M ; Shoes:Primadonna ; Sling Bag : Minicci ( Payless ) ; Watch: Baby G ; Shades: Sunnies Studio

Make up by yours truly!Soon, I will do a make up tutorial here in my blog since I already gotmy dream naked make up! 😍 Thanks for dropping by! Please pray for me! Pray for my soul! :D

Love,

Patricia 

Epitome of squad goals

         Summer is mandatory for family and friends by the beach. Even though we'll be having our qualifying examinations at the end month of May, we tried to schedule for a break from the reality even just for awhile. It's our second time to spend summer together and we couldn't thank God any happier because it's always worth it. Being with these people is always a roller coaster of happiness and fun. I will never get tired of saying thank you to God because he answered my prayers of giving me a circle of friends that will always be there no matter what. Thank you also for the good accommodation at Residencia De Riego which is located at Locloc, Bauan, Batangas. I'm guilty that I don't appreciate our province until summer comes. Batangas has it all. Why would you go to Boracay if we have white sand as well? For me, this is my squad goals for now. It's just different when you're splashing water to each of your friends, having fun and thinking of nothing and be stress-free for a day. I still get excited every time I'm going to see all of them even if we're always together and talking to one another. Late night talks with you guys are the best. I love you all so much. Cheers to our 2 years of friendship!! <3 Another school year might begin but this friendship is always a win! Thank you Lord because we have each other. Thanks for dropping by! I promise to be back in my blog's arms this June! Lots of love xo

                                                                                                      

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