Flaunt

           Hello!!! I'm so speechless right now because again, I don't know where to start Anyways, I missed blogging and I think I know where I'm supposed to be and to give my full attention this time. Thank you Lord because you brought me to the position that I've wanted!!! For the past few months, I was so depressed about my studies. 2nd year is such a monster!! This is the first time that I experienced receiving failing grades even in a minor subject. That's how though the competition is! I always came home crying of my scores. Those were the days that I lost my appetite in eating. In the first day of our exams, when I took Practical Accounting 1, God knows that I already gave up. I said in myself, "It's so hard. If you didn't pass, it's okay not to experience this torture anymore. When I took this course, I lost my self confidence. You're done feeling like a booby bird this time. If God wants me to become a CPA, then hallelujiah! If not, amen it's up to the Lord and I have still my plan B." But yeah!!!! THANK YOU!!!! I will be forever grateful for this! Again, you didn't fail me Lord! I didn't fail myself this time! Nothing is impossible. Thank you because I'm so blessed right now not only about this but in every aspect in life. Thank you for the gift of family!! When I was young, I pray that I'll grow up with a complete and happy family Thank you especially for keeping my Dad safe in the other country! Thank you because I have a very supportive lola that I can stay up to 12 AM just telling stories to each other! Thank you! To my cousin, Jen who's always there to listen to all my rants in life an understads me with no bad judgement, I love you babe and thank you! To Maycy, thank you for ALL and EVERYTHING including your house, food and useful notes and knowledge, woah, couldn't do this without you girl! To Karla, who brought us to St. Jude parish and who was there to cheer me up and leaves viber message, "MAKAKAPASA KA SA QUALI, TANDAAN MO YAN - sent 2014" I love you always bitch! To my bestfriend, Bea Theresa, I love you baby. Thank you because you're the best. Lahat lahat na I remember when I was still devastated ( hahaa lakas) last summer 2013, I prayed to God, "I know it's not for me. Please, surround me with people who have genuine heart and one bading pls! So God gave me Almira, Joice, Glecie, Mattiaz, Christine, Clarissa and Richmon!!!! HAHAHAHA! THIS GROUP OF FRIENDS, I CAN ASSURE YOU!!!!! This is the group of friends that I can imagine living in a condo in Makati because we work in the same firm after 4 years! HAHAHA. I can imagine the chaos and inner peace whenever we are together. I can imagine myself being a ninang ( already yassss ) to their future babies hahahaha and vice versa! Hahahaha. I don't know but I feel forever with them. I feel so comfortable telling everything like natatae ako. Tapos sabay pala kami ni Joice mga 12am pa yun magkachat kami nagpaalam ako tapos ayun nagmurahan na ang mga hampas lupa Bastaaa, I don't see them as my friends but I consider them as a representation of myself already. Wala makakasira sa friendship namin. Napatunayan na namin yun sa qualifying exam. Whatever happens in the future, no one and nothing can outweigh everything. From all the laughters, late night gossips, confessions, breakfast - lunch- merienda - dinner - midnight snacks, movie marathons & studying?! NO JUST NO! WE'RE INEFFECTIVE ABOUT IT HAHAHAHA. They are the kind of people who will argue about the t-ice bottle in a convenience store discussing which part of the financial accounting 2 it is. Sigawan at it's finest! ahhahaa! Now, we're down to the remaining 6 sems! I'm not yet ready tho because I'm still tired Anyways, the fight must go on! This is just another start of battle! I will never tired of trying! God will provide the strength and I shall work I will fulfill my promises during my review days once I pass the qualifying exams... HAAHA! Thank you to my good professors ( If you gave me high grades then you're good and if not, have conscience... pls? Kidding po lol ), bullyfriends ( I LOVE YOU THE WAY I LOVE MYSELF AND IT'S UNCONDITIONAL ), family and God! Let's do this!!!!! CPA MOVEMENT! CPA PROPER!!!! I may not be the best student in the class but I can assure you, I always do my best as a student! 

Top: Trendz; Leggings: Forever 21; Heels: Dr. Mise; Bag: Girbaud; Watch: Baby-G

Love,

Patricia <3

                            

Black and White challenge

  Hello everyone! I missed blogging a lot. I was pre-occupied by school and vacation but this time I promise to be active again. I've been dressing in black and white lately and I think it will continue till I get sick of it. I love my new printed leggings from Forever21 which I matched to my stripped top from Candies. I'm still grateful that I'm wearing shoes already, woah! Thank God because I missed my black sneakers from Keds. I will be also forever inlove with my chanel-like bag from Girbaud. These babies will be taken good care of in my wardrobe as long as I live. Haha! Holidays are everywhere and I can't wait to spend it with my family and friends for the coming days. I'm so excited for the coming events and to those who will arrive from abroad! I can't wait to tick off my new goals in my bucket list! Thanks for dropping by here in my blog. Somebody suggest some topics for my next blogposts? I would love to hear your comments! :)

Love,

Patricia <3

OH YOU TWERK? BITCH I VOGUE!

Hello everyone! I still have two drafts for my blog but I chose to publish the newest one because I'm gonna write a topic related to it in a deep constellation of thoughts once again. I opted for a black and white outfit because I feel so pro today! I feel so Liz Uy like just wearing jeans and unexpected shoesies ( but in my case, I still can't wear a pair of freaking shoes so yeah slippers will fcking do. HAHAHA. I'm so annoyed bc i'm suffering for a month already. Konting unawa pls. ) Don't you love my bag?? :) :) It's from Girbaud! I think if you're gonna buy a designer bag especially if you'll use your own bucks for it, you should invest first for an everyday black bag. It has a resemblance with a chanel bag too!  I swear to take care of this even until I had my kids and hubby. HAHAHA, okay that's oa. Yay, but seriously i'm so obsess to it like I didn't let go of it from the first time I held it. There's this strong affection thooo! >:)< 

  The things you ever wanted, you want for now or you'll surely want? I've always been confused of past, present and future.

  

  There are three things I always think of everytime I will enter the doors of buses: stuffs I left home, ticket and the place I will travel. What keeps you from going? I used to dream of becoming a teacher when I was a young dork. My mind changed that I've liked to become a doctor. As the large hand of the clock rotates with the short one, I forgot the essence of living. Time will come that you have to decide for what will you do in the future. I studied what I love, fashion. It talks about clothes, brands, travel, art and business. I thought I will end up studying tourism but sometimes, what you've planned isn't going to happen. Unplanned moments can be bad or good. I like unplanned things because  it shows that God is the only person who rules everything in our lives. You can ignore things but you can't move on from it easily. Life goes on to enjoy what's in present. A lot of people have told me, "I like what's in your mind. You're too cool to have so many plans in life to be so much guided in the path you'll take."  I'm grateful of myself because I think and write a lot. I like everything. I want to have different works in the coming years. I don't want to settle in a timid place in a daily routine instead of travelling to a different kind of life, meeting wonderful people, doing favors to help sincerely and more. This blogpost isn't enough to discuss everything that I want in future like I so much swear. But for me, my only dream is to touch people's lives in a good way. I wonder how is it fun or moving if I become a bartender in a bar, serving broken hearted people sobbing from their heartbreaks and tell, "For every rose that withers and dies, another blooms in its stead. You may have to cut that sentence, but there will be an even better one to replace it. I promise." 

Love,

Patricia <3