Flaunt

           Hello!!! I'm so speechless right now because again, I don't know where to start Anyways, I missed blogging and I think I know where I'm supposed to be and to give my full attention this time. Thank you Lord because you brought me to the position that I've wanted!!! For the past few months, I was so depressed about my studies. 2nd year is such a monster!! This is the first time that I experienced receiving failing grades even in a minor subject. That's how though the competition is! I always came home crying of my scores. Those were the days that I lost my appetite in eating. In the first day of our exams, when I took Practical Accounting 1, God knows that I already gave up. I said in myself, "It's so hard. If you didn't pass, it's okay not to experience this torture anymore. When I took this course, I lost my self confidence. You're done feeling like a booby bird this time. If God wants me to become a CPA, then hallelujiah! If not, amen it's up to the Lord and I have still my plan B." But yeah!!!! THANK YOU!!!! I will be forever grateful for this! Again, you didn't fail me Lord! I didn't fail myself this time! Nothing is impossible. Thank you because I'm so blessed right now not only about this but in every aspect in life. Thank you for the gift of family!! When I was young, I pray that I'll grow up with a complete and happy family Thank you especially for keeping my Dad safe in the other country! Thank you because I have a very supportive lola that I can stay up to 12 AM just telling stories to each other! Thank you! To my cousin, Jen who's always there to listen to all my rants in life an understads me with no bad judgement, I love you babe and thank you! To Maycy, thank you for ALL and EVERYTHING including your house, food and useful notes and knowledge, woah, couldn't do this without you girl! To Karla, who brought us to St. Jude parish and who was there to cheer me up and leaves viber message, "MAKAKAPASA KA SA QUALI, TANDAAN MO YAN - sent 2014" I love you always bitch! To my bestfriend, Bea Theresa, I love you baby. Thank you because you're the best. Lahat lahat na I remember when I was still devastated ( hahaa lakas) last summer 2013, I prayed to God, "I know it's not for me. Please, surround me with people who have genuine heart and one bading pls! So God gave me Almira, Joice, Glecie, Mattiaz, Christine, Clarissa and Richmon!!!! HAHAHAHA! THIS GROUP OF FRIENDS, I CAN ASSURE YOU!!!!! This is the group of friends that I can imagine living in a condo in Makati because we work in the same firm after 4 years! HAHAHA. I can imagine the chaos and inner peace whenever we are together. I can imagine myself being a ninang ( already yassss ) to their future babies hahahaha and vice versa! Hahahaha. I don't know but I feel forever with them. I feel so comfortable telling everything like natatae ako. Tapos sabay pala kami ni Joice mga 12am pa yun magkachat kami nagpaalam ako tapos ayun nagmurahan na ang mga hampas lupa Bastaaa, I don't see them as my friends but I consider them as a representation of myself already. Wala makakasira sa friendship namin. Napatunayan na namin yun sa qualifying exam. Whatever happens in the future, no one and nothing can outweigh everything. From all the laughters, late night gossips, confessions, breakfast - lunch- merienda - dinner - midnight snacks, movie marathons & studying?! NO JUST NO! WE'RE INEFFECTIVE ABOUT IT HAHAHAHA. They are the kind of people who will argue about the t-ice bottle in a convenience store discussing which part of the financial accounting 2 it is. Sigawan at it's finest! ahhahaa! Now, we're down to the remaining 6 sems! I'm not yet ready tho because I'm still tired Anyways, the fight must go on! This is just another start of battle! I will never tired of trying! God will provide the strength and I shall work I will fulfill my promises during my review days once I pass the qualifying exams... HAAHA! Thank you to my good professors ( If you gave me high grades then you're good and if not, have conscience... pls? Kidding po lol ), bullyfriends ( I LOVE YOU THE WAY I LOVE MYSELF AND IT'S UNCONDITIONAL ), family and God! Let's do this!!!!! CPA MOVEMENT! CPA PROPER!!!! I may not be the best student in the class but I can assure you, I always do my best as a student! 

Top: Trendz; Leggings: Forever 21; Heels: Dr. Mise; Bag: Girbaud; Watch: Baby-G

Love,

Patricia <3

                            

FiercePatrice shades of gray

         Fashion is my true love. It may never bethe first love I got, I believe it's my true and real love :) My bae and I had a fun shoot since she's going to make a portfolio for her requirements in school. I love gray. I love gray so much. I don't know but this color is forever. I missed blogging!!! My 2nd year of college has truly swept my hobby from writing. Woah, wish me luck for our qualifying exams this May 26 & 28! Again, I would like to extend my deepest gratitude who became patient for taking all these photos I got from her camera and most especially for staying as my bestfriend since 3rd year high school, we may have and had lots of fights... we cried alot, we kicked each other's ass, laughed to every stories (we never runout tho? haha) we shared, punched our faces about love advices and grew up as each other's critic, I still love you bae. I want to say sorry for the times that I've been a bad friend to you, nevertheless, I think real sisters always fight or share some fights because it's natural but this time, I promise to be a better ate to you & will try to follow ALL your fancy advices (I remember when we were stuck in Morayta and I was asking which sidewalk to pass to reach the back part of FEU and didn't believe you. HAHAHA. Sorry for not trusting you at times but you know that I'm just afraid to be lost ) Thank you for everything. HappyBirthday and I love you of all the baes that I have in this world because you're truly one of the best creature I've ever met! I know, we'll go places together someday in Fifth Avenue & Manhattan, New York! I know our plans will happen in time! Happy Birthday Bea Theresa!! :) 

Dress : H&M ; Shoes:Primadonna ; Sling Bag : Minicci ( Payless ) ; Watch: Baby G ; Shades: Sunnies Studio

Make up by yours truly!Soon, I will do a make up tutorial here in my blog since I already gotmy dream naked make up! 😍 Thanks for dropping by! Please pray for me! Pray for my soul! :D

Love,

Patricia 

Epitome of squad goals

         Summer is mandatory for family and friends by the beach. Even though we'll be having our qualifying examinations at the end month of May, we tried to schedule for a break from the reality even just for awhile. It's our second time to spend summer together and we couldn't thank God any happier because it's always worth it. Being with these people is always a roller coaster of happiness and fun. I will never get tired of saying thank you to God because he answered my prayers of giving me a circle of friends that will always be there no matter what. Thank you also for the good accommodation at Residencia De Riego which is located at Locloc, Bauan, Batangas. I'm guilty that I don't appreciate our province until summer comes. Batangas has it all. Why would you go to Boracay if we have white sand as well? For me, this is my squad goals for now. It's just different when you're splashing water to each of your friends, having fun and thinking of nothing and be stress-free for a day. I still get excited every time I'm going to see all of them even if we're always together and talking to one another. Late night talks with you guys are the best. I love you all so much. Cheers to our 2 years of friendship!! <3 Another school year might begin but this friendship is always a win! Thank you Lord because we have each other. Thanks for dropping by! I promise to be back in my blog's arms this June! Lots of love xo

                                                                                                      

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                                                                                                                                   Patricia <3

Forever Shades of Gray

 

 No More Filler Guys: Why You Should Wait For The One You Deserve

                     Sometimes that last person to whom we want to listen is our mother. How is she always right? Why does she always know what we don’t want to hear but absolutely need to?

                   Some of the best advice my mom has ever given me is in regard to what she calls “man space.” This is the little corner of your brain (or massive corner) that whichever males are in your life at the time fill.

                    This person or persons is not your boyfriend, and probably has no intention to ever being that.

                Mom would always say, “Clear your man space!” or “Does he really deserve your man space?” While I was always annoyed at the time when she said these things, looking back, she was so right.

            Why is it that we must always have someone to fill that spot? Our generation is so accustomed to instant gratification, and we do a hell of a lot of settling just so we don’t have to be alone.

                 Well, the space in our minds should be a five-star hotel, in which no one can live until they deserve it.

                 In the past, I know I have wasted so much brainpower on boys who never even deserved a second glance. I did this simply because I didn’t want to be alone.

               Don’t get me wrong; it’s nice to have someone to text at midnight or drunk call when you don’t want to walk home alone.

             But, why? This person has no intention of staying until morning, let alone learning your name and favorite kind of ice cream.

                Let’s face it: As females, it’s in our DNA to care — that’s just what we do. We are creatures of emotion and this is usually what gets us into trouble. We care too much about someone who doesn’t feel the same way about us.

             We wrap our heads around the thought that maybe, this man could turn into more. Or, maybe, he will change tomorrow. Or, maybe, after one more night, he will start to care more.

          These things most likely won’t happen. “Man space” should never be filled until it is with someone who truly deserves to be there.

            It’s hard to figure out how to be on your own without any sort of guy to validate you or give you attention. But, why do we even want attention from these people?

            Why not spend your time with your girls and not worry about whether someone will call you or maybe like your Instagram picture. It’s not worth it.

            Males treat females how they do because females enable them to do so. It’s time to mix that up; don’t let anyone in until he or she deserves to be there.

           Chances are, once you find the right guy, you will be thankful that you don’t have suitcases full of man baggage to carry along with you.

         There’s even a chance that you are missing out on the right one because your brain is too focused on the wrong ones. It is now time to do some mental cleaning and decide who’s really meant to be in your brain.

            I look back and think about all the times my friends and I were focused on someone who was not worth it. That time could have been such better spent.

           Instead of wallowing in the uncertainty of why he doesn’t like you or whom he may be with, we could do ourselves a favor by not getting involved in the first place.

           Instead of self-doubt, let’s make the change to self-respect. Get it into your head that you are strong, smart and wonderful. The right person will see that and he will be way more interested in filling more than just your “man space.”

(c) Elite Daily

    Hi readers! Again, I just had to shout out my love for color gray! I haven't read the book nor watch the movie. I'm not yet 18! I don't have time to read books as well! If you only knew guys how many books I've wasted or left hanging in my desk! Tsk. Hahaha. If I can marry this color, I really would! So much love!!! You know what to give for my birthday!!!!! Anything in gray but again, make ups are the best-est gift you can give to me. Nyx, Elf and if you have the budget, okay don't be shy of giving Revlon, Mac, Etude or Face Shop. Awwwww. <3 Matchy matchy top and pants from Papa, Sling bag from Mama Edios and Mary Janes from Primadonna. Thanks again Tony and Jackey for my hair!!! 3 years and counting hahaha and yes say yes to bangs!! February went so fast. I'm getting older!! No way!!! Some people still notice me as a high school student and others ask if I have my job already. What to believe? Lol. Sending you all my virtual hugs for still visiting my baby blog! :)

Love,

Patricia <3 

Gray and Green

 

      Hallelujiah! Long live!!! Finally!!! I got to blog this time!!!!! I'm so happyyyyyy!!! Since I entered 2nd year college, I never had the time to blog anymore. I used to wake up thinking of fashion and now I'm like how am I going to survive school this  week, day or tomorrow. I swear, I still ask myself, of all the courses out there, WHY ACCOUNTANCY. WHY. Again, accountancy isn't about Math because if it's Math, it can easily be studied with tears but the analyzation of financial problems is more than what an accountancy student can imagine! :( I gained so much weight last year that's why I started 2015 in a healthy way. Every morning or other morning of the week as long as I don't have 7am classes, I do work out. I never thought Zumba could bring so much fun at relaxation. Once I get my free time, I promise to blog for more. As of now, I'm in the crucial part of my life where the qualifying exams are about to happen this summer. Please include me in your prayers. Thank you!!! I opted to my Vern style with my favorite colors in the world, Gray and Green! I love gray in all edges. I love green on dark variations only. Sometimes, I crazily ask myself why can't I marry a color. Lol. I love gray!!!!!!!!! I'll die for it!!!!!! I love gray!!!!!! I don't know why!!!!!! Happy Valentines to everyone! Hope you're having a great time with the people you love! Don't forget to thank God for all the blessings he has given! 

Love,

Patricia <3