Last Friday Night

  Tony and Jackey has been one of the best salon I've ever tried to. This is just my second time on their salon. I don't really spend so much because I've always been the 2nd kuripot person in the world ( because Dad's the number one! Haha ) so fortunately, thank God promo sale was invented. From 7000 pesos it marked down to 3100 pesos and I solemnly promise every skipped meals were worth it! Tiis ganda moments be like. Haha. If you're going to visit Tony and Jackey, I suggest you to go to Ms. Cathy because she's nice and pro. I also love her assistant because she's so conversational. Since it's a Korean salon, I really like their music stuff playing because it's Korean!!! Haha. All I can understand is Saranghae hahaha. I was with my friends too! Clarissa got her hair into a digi perm. Yay! Thank you, Bangs Tony and Jackey! See you next year :)

Sharjah

  Hey! LYV is back like sexy back. Haha! This is now my tag line lol. I'm wearing an almost cropped top from my lola (?) or tita (?) not sure tho! Sharjah is the third largest city in one of my dream destination, United Arab Emirates. I'm still not sure if I want to work there someday but all I know is I gotta go there as soon as possible because I've been wanting to witness how's the life there of my relatives and most especially my boyfriend-- Dad. Anyway, I'm so broken today. We had two quizzes ( Bio and Accounting ). I'm almost there. The first number is such traitor! Halos lahat hindi alam ang sagot pero nabasa ko yun weeks ago! So hindi ko nabasa yesterday dahil mahina ang memory ko, I answered "Equity Financing". I felt uncontented. Feeling ko dapat may word na "Interest" dun. Ewan. It just came out. And then tama pala yung una kong sagot. I'm so i-wanna-swallow-by-the-ground-now-na feeling! The second one is another what-the-freak-stop-changing-your-answer-pls feeling again! I wrote down, "5 pesos" but when the prof repeated the question, I got confused! I changed it into "5,000 pesos". Boom panis, tama na naman yung una kong sagot!  Sorry I need to let this story out of my blog because I can't confess it to my mother or father because it's part of being careless and stuff. I have to accept the fact that this is my major illness since elementary.  If I wanna get a collection of Prada bags in the future, I have to exert more effort in studying, lesson learned. -___- Did I tell you that I had my hair cut few weeks ago? I now believe the owner of the salon I went before for a hair dye, mas lalo mabilis humaba kapag nagpapatrim! Haha! Too bad, I will still wear slippers because my left foot isn't yet fine. Miss ko na boots ko, sobra! Sana naman gumaling na ito sa birth month ko. Lapit na eh. :( My kwentoes are getting longer again so I will leave you guys a short reblogged from my Tumblr timeline! Have a great week ahead. Take note, enjoy life! We're not getting younger any of this second, smile! Thanks for dropping by! :)

How To Tell If Somebody Loves You:

Somebody loves you if they pick an eyelash off of your face or wet a napkin and apply it to your dirty skin. You didn’t ask for these things, but this person went ahead and did it anyway. They don’t want to see you looking like a fool with eyelashes and crumbs on your face. They notice these things. They really look at you and are the first to notice if something is amiss with your beautiful visage!

Somebody loves you if they assume the role of caretaker when you’re sick. Unsure if someone really gives a shit about you? Fake a case of food poisoning and text them being like, “oh my god, so sick. need water.” Depending on their response, you’ll know whether or not they REALLY love you. “That’s terrible. Feel better!” earns you a stay in friendship jail; “Do you need anything? I can come over and bring you get well remedies!” gets you a cozy friendship suite. It’s easy to care about someone when they don’t need you. It’s easy to love them when they’re healthy and don’t ask you for anything beyond change for the parking meter. Being sick is different. Being sick means asking someone to hold your hair back when you vomit. Either love me with vomit in my hair or don’t love me at all.

Somebody loves you if they call you out on your bullshit. They’re not passive, they don’t just let you get away with murder. They know you well enough and care about you enough to ask you to chill out, to bust your balls, to tell you to stop. They aren’t passive observers in your life, they are in the trenches. They have an opinion about your decisions and the things you say and do. They want to be a part of it; they want to be a part of you.

Somebody loves you if they don’t mind the quiet. They don’t mind running errands with you or cleaning your apartment while blasting some annoying music. There’s no pressure, no need to fill the silences. You know how with some of your friends there needs to be some sort of activity for you to hang out? You don’t feel comfortable just shooting the shit and watching bad reality TV with them. You need something that will keep the both of you busy to ensure there won’t be a void. That’s not love. That’s “hey babe! i like you okay. do you wanna grab lunch? i think we have enough to talk about to fill two hours!” It’s a damn dream when you find someone you can do nothing with. Whether you’re skydiving together or sitting at home and doing different things, it’s always comfortable. That is fucking love.

Somebody loves you if they want you to be happy, even if that involves something that doesn’t benefit them. They realize the things you need to do in order to be content and come to terms with the fact that it might not include them. Never underestimate the gift of understanding. When there are so many people who are selfish and equate relationships as something that only must make them happy, having someone around who can take their needs out of any given situation if they need to.

Somebody loves you if they can order you food without having to be told what you want. Somebody loves you if they rub your back at any given moment. Somebody loves you if they don’t care about your job or how much money you make. It’s a relationship where no one is selling something to the other. No one is the prostitute. Somebody loves you if they’ll watch a movie starring Kate Hudson because you really really want to see it. Somebody loves you if they’re able to create their own separate world with you, away from the internet and your job and family and friends. Just you and them.

Somebody will always love you. If you don’t think this is true, then you’re not paying close enough attention.

Ryan O’Connell  

Love,

Patricia <3

That moment when I realize...

  WOAH. HELLO EVERYONE! I'm so back like sexy back! LOL. I won't write about something fashy this time because I didn't get the chance to take photos last time, I wasn't with my mom! *Cries*. 

 I'm the kind of person who will forever write everything whenever happy or sad. I'm happy so I will write a lot. There are nights my brain and I argue. Brain and Me convo be like-- Me: Let me sleep Brain: No, let's stay awake and think of the bad decisions you made in your life Me: Okay. TBH, yes. 

(c) Accountancy Problems

1.  I can get 98% or 63/65 in an accounting major exam

  I WAS TOTALLY ASJDHKFKFFKKFJF when I receive my paper like sfkdghgg *collapse* Oa to be true. I was so speechless that time even now. In my heart, all my veins and arteries are screaming of so much happiness!! Until now!!! I know I'm not gonna forget this forever. Even if I die, I really won't. :) I won't also forget those sleepless nights studying, thinking of the possibilities and yes... crying. Mga araw na nagbrebreak down ako sa takot kung paano at ano yung napapashet ka na lang talaga? HAHAHA. I never got something 90 since I took this course. I thought I wasn't born for this. I thought of giving up for seconds pero di ko talaga ma-imagine kung paano pa ako sasaya kung hindi lang rin naman ako magiging accountant. I don't like this to sound dramatic but this is my blog so I'm the Queen B. HAHAHA. Lahat pala talaga ng bagay pag pinaghirapan mo, worth it. This is just a short-term goal and feels like I won the lottery! My grades are so low from the previous exams so I'm running for bigtime scores kaya may panata ako na dapat perfect talaga kahit sobrang impossible kasi hindi naman ako matalino. I'm just a small town girl... living in a lonely world... HAHAHA I don't think of "I could have been better from the start, duh!" I think I wouldn't learn my lesson. It's true. God has his own purpose. I'm not expecting for finals but I have proven that hindi mo masasabing ginawa mo ang best mo kung nahirapan ka sa test. Hindi lahat ng nag-aral ay ginawa yung best. Sa accounting, hindi lang dapat 2 times or 5 times. Dapat 10 times talaga! Ako kasi yung type ng student na naiyak habang nag-aaral. LOL. I'm proud :) So I just realized, I wouldn't mind my tears if it's for accounting anyway. <3 Why is that so. I blogged this already in my tumblr but I can't control to use my tumblr thoughts here just to show everything that I feel!!! Yay. So whether studies or not, we have to be motivated and determined as much as possible. Iba pa rin talaga pag alam mong pinagpuyatan, iniyakan, pinagka-stressan, pinagpawisan at pinaghirapan mo ang mga bagay bagay. Priceless. Go lang ng go! Challenge accepted! Fight! 

2. Acoustic guy versions are the best things to listen 
So true. I find it so relaxing. My always favorites? I'll be, Passenger Seat, You're still the one and I think I have a new one in my playlist, It will rain! Haha.

3. Sleep sleep sleep
  I've been wtf-ing sleep recently so this time, yes. I need to force myself this time by atleast 9:30 i'm on my bed already. My cells need to regenerate that hard I guess. Health is wealth after all. 

4.  Annual palit balat lol

  This is so weird pero wala lang! Lagi na lang! Yung palms ko! Always and forever!! Basta nag half way February to March, nagpapalit balat na ako. I don't know if it's positive or not kakainis naman kasi yung mga tingin ng tingin. I will get the freak in your eyeballs, err. HAHAHA. I'm the long lost immortal :(( =)))

5. Eyes 

  I think everyone's attracted to people who have cute eyes. Imagine how inspiring is Ryan Gosling ay rhyming! haha Lucky Emma Stone!

6. Mom is the most patient person in the world

 Yes. Even if I'm so lazy and all yes yes yes. Mom's the best <3

7. I still haven't seen the house of my tumblr crush haha

  Just visit his tumblr and you will see the best blog ever. Haha. He's one of the top bloggers in the Philippines too! I was surprised that we're living in the same place and street. I still haven't seen him here. WOAH. I don't know what will I do if I see him here if I will ask for a selfie or what. I sometimes see him in SM but I'm with my mom so he will be my better luck next time or the one that got away! Plus he's also a registered engineer and cute and okay I will stop haha

8. Monie's jokes are the funniest

  Hahaha until now!!!! HAHAHAHAHA Okay you better add her (?) on facebook. If you haven't met her (?) I feel bad for you!! I can still imagine our last conversation awhile ago! We're like crazy people inside the jeep, duh! Hahahhahaha.

Thank you Lord for all the good things. 

Love,

Patricia <3

  

22 Quotes on Love

  So this is the Valentines treat I was referring to! Haha. I'm not sure if I shared this short film before but yes, Paperman will always be my favorite! I didn't write something about love this time because it's so broad! I don't think I can create something nice about it. Please do watch the short film because it's so moving. That moment when you realize how powerful love is. If it's meant to be it will always be. Don't give up if it's something that makes you happy and giddy every morning you wake up. Take chances. Be inlove and buy some Japan goodies!!!!! HAHAHA https://www.facebook.com/sweettemptationsco Thankyou guys! xo

22 Quotes on Love

Love is Giving up the last Oreo..
Love is holding hands and not caring who sees.
Love is feeling butterflies …..
Love is when another’s happiness is more important than your own.
Love is feeling incomplete unless you are together.
Love is making coffee at 4am.
Love is giving up the remote.
Love is being interested even when it seems silly.
Love is finishing each others sentences.
Love is being nice even when you don’t feel like it. 
Love is forgiving and forgetting.
Love is a sleepy smile in the morning. 
Love is encouraging not condemning.
Love is being there when needed.
Love is listening.
Love is having compassion 
Love is caring Unconditionally.
Love is that tingle down the spine when you simply touch. 
Love is being able to communicate by simply looking into each others eyes. 
Love is never withholding affection. 
Love is hearing another’s voice and feeling your heart melt.
Most of all love is kindness. Love is not real if kindness never appears. 

-Tammy W Swindall

Love,

Patricia <3

Because too bad, I'm slowly losing my faith in love.

  WOAH! After 4 days of suffering of avoiding social media, semi finals are over! Hahaha. I think it's the most effective way to have good grades ( pero wala pang results, lakas maka-expect! ) and others-- stay out of the internet as much as you can. I haven't seen my scores but I knew in myself that I did my very best. I realized that I'm not that slow or something, it's in the study habits talaga. I learned my lesson. I promise not to be that unmotivated for the coming days, months and years of my life. Haha. So this is a late post, as usual, you know people who are in a corporate world have so much things to do and the like... HAHAHAHA. Don't get me wrong. This is my way of thinking, in real life, yes. Imagine, it's New York Fashion Week and I'm not there. :( But thank God, youtube and instagram videos are just one click away and feels like I'm just sitting in that dreamy chair watching those faggot models who don't eat at all that's why they have that kind of body. Bitter, bae. :))

  Thankyou for dropping by! Please try to visit  https://www.facebook.com/sweettemptationsco for Japan chocolates. You will surely love it. Just text or message me in fb or viber! So here's my cold Valentine treat for those sobbing from heartbreaks or whatever. Hahaha. Stay tuned for my next treat in Friday! Stay inlove to those who are! <3

Because too bad, I'm slowly losing my faith in love. 

My grandmother told me, "Because isn't a good start in answering a why question. Start with a complete sentence first."

I didn't obey her for the second time.

I will never be enough for others,

I always look forward on everydays

From the sun rays kissing my forehead

Along my favorite calm road in a train

What if's and buts,

While my melancholic playlist keeps spinning.

I'm not sort of Taylor Swift in expressing my real feelings,

" I do recall now the smell of the rain " , she sings

Forever alone must be true! 

The same old tired places that I've been

Reaching home,

Feeling sick of your love. 

Fuck, I'm not good at this! 

When will I get better?

Time is everything,

Because too bad, I'm slowly losing my faith in love.

Love,

Patricia <3

THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

  Holla! I can't believe how everything's instant today! Next week is our semi finals already. I don't know what to do. I have so much things to accomplish and work on yet i'm here squeezing from stress and pressure. WOAH. Why. Anyway, this is a late post from Saturday's usual look. I felt to wear something laid back ( when we say laid back you have to check the dictionary, don't be lazy okay. Haha just kidding. It means comfy and lazy. There you go! ) . I also remembered the top I' wearing from the old literature movies I've watched before about Medieval, Elizabethan and etc. We all have these days where we feel tired and just want to relax from worries so we prolly opt for laid back ootds, right? :)

The one that got away

  Imagine what could happen if you weren't afraid? Do you still recall the number of no's you answered in different questions of situations? Look into my eyes and tell me that you're over from your wrong choices in life. Don't shed a tear, promise me.

  

  There are nights I always think of things I let go without realizing how it's important before. We all have those "The one that got away" moments in our lives. It can be someone ( aw), opportunities ( too bad), money ( so much pain in the ass ) or even that flappy bird medal because we bumped so hard at the freaking pipes ( anyone? ). But I suddenly came into my pretentious anticipations that never leave. Those horrible what if's and buts like they never stop hunting me since. I've always thought of the one that got away as to cute guys I always see whenever I'm with my mother but I was really that wrong. A day won't be enough for me to tell my own story of wrong choices in life. I'm a guilty color blind person. People see me as a die hard fashion enthusiast who knows the best picks. That's crazy. I'm not even good to criticize what's nice between colored jeans and the like. I will never be enough from high expectations of people and most especially-- myself. I easily give up from things I find hard. I don't try so much. I don't fight because I'm not strong at all. I mastered the art of silence but it doesn't mean I didn't notice. Come to think of the wrong formula you used from an annoying Physics problem before. That was one of the time I thought I will be dead for the rest of my life. I'm a kind of student who doesn't follow the directions so I get to obtain half point and worst? No point in the first place. What I tell myself after? I deserve this. I deserve to be hurt. I deserve to be wrong. I deserve to be frustrated. In the end? I deserve to be taught. You can't move on from the things you just get passed. It will take time for you to realize what's the good purpose of it. Life will always be like this and so be it. Think of what are your priorities today. Look into your notes and reminders in your phone. So, are you down with your current thing? Do you see yourself telling, sayang once again? As much as possible, don't let it go that way. No more the one that got away, work and strive for it this time!

P.S. Please visit https://www.facebook.com/sweettemptationsco for Japan goodies. Just pm me for your orders. Presyong kaibigan, you like? :D

Love, 

Patricia <3