Year ender

     Hiiii readers! Well, obviously this will be my last blogpost for 2014! I can't believe it that in few hours we have to face another year of wonderful life. It's December 31 and if you're currently working on the office, ah! You'll have premium on your payroll and it's where the accountants do the adjusting entries for the ending inventory! OMG. HAHAHA. Here's what I wore last Christmas. We usually celebrate in my father's side since birth haha! Afterwards we go to Soro-soro Ibaba where the team Bagui mostly live! Hint: In few months, we'll move out to that place so right now I'm savoring Sta. Rita's neverending traffic. Lol. Couldn't be more thankful to all the relatives who gave money to me. So far, so big. I swear. I didn't expect it because I'm already old to receive such but nevertheless I'm so grateful and promise to give back when I get a good pay too! This will be the first year that I won't share my new year's resolution because I think it would be the same as last year and I realized that sometimes you have to keep things to yourself or chosen people only. Pa-showbiz simpleng new year's resolution?! Duh!! Hahaha. Special people received my Christmas messages so expect that I won't be sending anymore this New Year. I think I sent 7 people. Yieee. I'm so kinikilig! <3 Maybe I'll focus on eating ( I gained weight so much but I will deprive myself from food sooner, not born to be fat okay hello work out ) or internet-ing this time. Hahaha! Too bad, I've read that ox won't be so lucky this 2015. It says no to lovelife and business. These 2 aspects that I've always been concerned of. Love and money!! HAHAHAHA. No comment. I believe in Feng sui ( because my eyes are singkit, not ) because I think I was really born a chinese in my past life because God knows how much I value money ( close friends know that!!! Yiee again! ) but our destiny depends on our decisions as well. We might not get what the heart wants ( selena gomez pa more haha ) but deep down, it's God's will. Maybe, I would just buy charms haha and pray! Sending my greetings of a happy new year to all of you, everyone I see from my reader's engine... USA, France, Philippines, UAE, Indonesia, Germany, UK and more, thank you for still visiting this blog even though I've been slacking off as a blogger, thank you!! Happy 2015! :)

Love,

Patricia <3

Lost Castles

Phoenix Olivia

How easily and quickly love turns to hate.

One glance. One word and what once was warm is now an iced knife cutting and tearing.

A winter wind blowing through the cavity left raw.

What has happened to us? We used to be young and full of love and play.

Now we’re old, hard, bitter and not yet 30.

My heart is ice. Your words are flame. Searing my soul. Making ashes of me. Ashes of us.

How did this happen. How did this become us?

I’m lost in the dark searching for a kind face, a kind word, a familiar touch. A safe place. Home.

But only shards glare back. Silence.

We have lost our way. Each other.

Both out in the cold. Exiled. Walking a lonesome road covered with broken memories and guilty fragments.

Where did we go wrong? How did we come to this? Where do I go? Where are you going?

My heart is hollow. Wretched. Hard. Hours of darkness plod on. I have no sight of the way out.

When was it that we lost our grace?

Can we find a way back? I want to find a way back.

How easily a castle can be destroyed. 

Hi readers! Sharing you what I got from thought catalog. As a person who overthinks at night, I read and read till I get sick of it. I always think of what does it take to become like this and this and that. I try to scrutinize every detail in my mind of which really matters in life. There will be days that you'll wake up happy and giddy and the other way around. Change is inevitable but I think it's not an excuse for things to go wrong. The best thing that oneself can consider is breathe. It will be fine sooner and later. The least thing to do this time is to worry. OKAY. So much for the drama because it's Christmas!! HAHA! I opted for a lumot color outfit. Moss green would always be part of my favorite colors in fashion because of Kate Moss. HAAHAHAHHA. Hey, i'm joking!!! HAHAAHA but seriously, it's really true. Now, i'm  so addicted to gray and silver. Can I marry a color? Will you be my color? The one who will add color in my life? AAHHAHAAH. The real drama is... I have a big fat face like please big fat no. Walang kakaen!!!! :( That's why I hate vacations!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. Merry Christmas!!!! In 2 days, yes woops!!!

Love,

Patricia <3

Christmas wishlist 2014

Hiii! Finally found my time to have a sit and face the screen to blog again! I'm so happy!! :) This time, I will share the things that I want to get this Christmas even though I already got some of them. Thank you!!! I think the best thing that you can do to the person you love is just to ask them what they really want so that they won't get disappointed. Being spontaneous is nice but I now prefer to fulfill someone's wish. So here it goes!! :D

  Just anything in chanel please my Lord ( I could be this girl if I see a chanel store in front of me, I call it public display of fash obsession) , Iphone 6 or 6 plus another pls pls,  new black bag pls ( any brand but if I'd insist, Celine pls pls ), i love barbie just any!!! and huhu this is a must for me, apple headset was broken :( and you wouldn't want to see my charger as well :(( Im so sad :(( Just realized how pretty my gift to Shaira's debut last time i want the same color as well pls, kate spade keds... i'll cry if I don't get to have or save money for this next year. I'll think I was punished for my lifetime haha pls. Mac lipstick!!! :( I always tell myself that yeah gotta starve myself to get one but it's hard... so cozy. OKAY but in the end I wish to apply what I've learned from my business course especially finance :( better save money so that my father and I won't argue and my future self will thank me. Excuse the you part, whoever gets it, so be it. HAHAHA! Lastly, happiness. I realized that we all have different happiness in life. For others, they will be happy to get clothes but for me, receiving eye brow make ups and lipstick is everything. Again, my sizes are... 9 in shoes ( size 7 in american size ) 27 in waistline huhu haha ( monkey?! lol ) and medium!Thanks thanks. I like strawberry flavored stuff. HAHA. Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu <3 :* Merry Christmas!!!!!! Love you all! 

I is the start of everything

I pressed my ring finger to start this with "I". I was too hesitant because it's not good as an introduction. 

You could step on the stage by a sound, quotation or a song. You know what's the saddest part about writing or even living?

It when a rule exists. Sometimes, you guide yourself with it but luckily are those who can. If there's a classification about two people, I would always be the uncommon one.

I have different opinion from things and beliefs. If I don't like something today, I don't think I can adore it for the rest of the days.

I hate people. I have high expectations from the books and movies that I have read and watched. If I like you, be good.

"Your main issue is trust." How could you trust someone without knowing everything what's running inside his neurons? 

I would insist to find how someone spends his bills and saves for the future use. I will be childish if someone likes what I hate.

It's theoretically amazing when history repeats itself like how are you going to take risk if you know it wouldn't work just like before.

But what I have realized that it's never wrong to start with, "I" because I'm the only one who knows what's best for myself. 

Trust starts with oneself too. If we didn't trust ourselves, we can never appreciate somebody's existence. 

  Hahaha! Here's a simple drama as the raindrops tickle my ears. We've been experiencing bed weather for the past few days so please, go away Ruby. We don't like you here! :P Thanks for dropping by! Stay safe.

Love,

Patricia  <3

Reasons why this friendship will last forever

  It was our 4th Annual Accounting Congress held at Enchanted Kingdom last November 23, 2014. For those who are curious about what are we doing in this event, it's a seminar where accounting or business students are gathered and the best speakers give advices and answer questions about our the-struggle-is-real moments in school. It's my 2nd time of attending this seminar so thank you Lord. :D

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     I already told this in my blog several times before that God knows how much I'm thankful that he answered my prayers before I enter college. I can still remember what I exactly said, "Sana po yung barkada. Yung marami. Yung masaya. Sana may isang beki. Tapos atleast may makaclose ako na boys or what. Sana po tropa tropa chill at yung balance ang buhay na hindi puro aral. Lord kayo na po bahala." Then he gave me these people. God is really good. :) I wonder what he'll give me in the future... hahaha. I understand why things aren't the same as before. God knows how much demanding I am so yeah, I don't mind waiting for the right guy as long as he is good looking and rich. I can wait!! HAHAHAHAH. Just kidding,

1. We are all different

  They say for you to get along with someone or people, you better have similarities and things in common. I don't think it's really true because what I've realized is we are all different. Ang alam ko lang is lahat kami baliw. Boom panes. Boom bading si Monie!!! :))))

2. Everyone cooperates

  

   When we're together, it's either we accomplish things at the possible fastest way or we didn't finish anything. LOL. 

3. We talk all things under the sun without hiya hiya

  Yes this is so true for us. We always talk about the current news and express our own opinions about it. We also talk about random things. I don't know if it's still necessary to share it here but just think of the feces and more. Yup. HAHAH.

4. We value money a lot

  I never brought food for lunch in high school and this college pa talaga nauso sa amin. Haha! Perks of being an Accountancy student lol

5. We are bully people

  WE ARE. Be ware of us. Hihihi. Bullying is actually bad that's why I feel bad rn. :( Monie and I are like pag may nakakasalubong na gets nyo na, "Friend crush mo!" Hahahahaha. And also, "Friend, bestfriend mo!" Alam na this, right?

6. Everybody's crazy

   I'll rank them as crazy but I can't rank how close I am to them. For me the craziest is... Almira! Ala basta kung ano ano nalalaman nyan. Hahahaha! Monie is the second. Bading kasi yan, alam nyo ba?? Sana informed kayo hahahahaha. Love u bes! Glesh is the third one. Si Glesh, pasimple lang yan magpatawa. Sa lahat ng joker, siya yung natural. Basta pag si Glecie nakasama mo, mauutas ka. Hahahaha. Joice is the next one na laging lipad ang utak at isa sa mga taong mahirap makontento especially sa buhok. Haha! Tapos pati ang mag GFs. kapag may pinagtatawanan habang nagsasagot or something. Ahihihi. XD Last but not the least, Mattiaz!! LOL. He's that kind of friend you'll see a comment in your instagram post at 4 am hahaha, what is adik sa dota. Lol, we miss you Bes!! Natatawa ako sa pagdedescribe sa kanilang lahat. Lol, love you guys!

7. Leaving behind isn't an option

8. Sharing is not a must, it's automatic.

   Pagkain mo, pagkain ng lahat. 

9. Not an ordinary everyday

  Hindi nakakasawa gawin ang mga bagay kapag sila ang kasama tulad ng tumawa. HAHAHAHA.

10. Adventures make us closer

  More trips to come mga bes, love you all mwa. Haha

11. Challenge in studies

  Bakit po ang tatalino nila. I feel so Moron when I'm with them. T_T Mga bes, I'm so thankful to have you all in my life. I always look forward in going to school everyday just to be with you all and to study and laugh about life. Thank you :) I love you all. No more long messages here pero alam ko na swerte natin because we found each other and I know for the coming years kapag tayong lahat ay may work na and successful, alam ko mas malayo pa ang mararating natin. I love you guys. Salamat seryoso. 

Love,

Patricia <3

Enchanted to meet you

LIFESTYLE

15 QUOTES TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AGAIN

Broken hearts, unrequited love and giving up are some things a Candy Girl should never have to experience, but reality bites. Here are a few words to help your heart get back on its feet.

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by Melanie Santiago, Intern, Contributing Writer
PHOTO PinterestNovember 23, 2014 04:00 pm

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1. Imperfectly PerfectUnconditional, "I saw that you were perfect and so I loved you. Then I saw that you were not perfect and I loved you even more."
2. You Will Always Be My ForeverUnwavering, "You will forever be my always."
3. Being in LoveUnstoppable, "Falling in love with him I hadn't expected. But being in love with him is something I couldn't stop even if I tried."
4. Whatever It WasInexplicable, "Maybe it was your laugh, or eyes, or your smile. It could've been your hair, or your voice, or your personality. Whatever it was, it made me fall pretty damn hard."
5. To Find You SoonerSelfless, "I wish I could turn back the clock. I'd find you sooner and love you longer."
6. FlyConsuming, "To be in love is like jumping off a cliff with no intent of looking down at the bottom. You don't care if it's going to hurt like hell when you crash. All you care about is the just for that short period of time, you felt like you could fly."
7. No One Else Like YouUnique, "I want you any way I can get you, not because you are beautiful or clever or kind or adorable although the devil knows you are all these things. I want you because there's no one else like you, and I don’t ever want to start a day without seeing you."
8. Don't RushGradual, "You can't rush something you want to last forever."
9. RecklessBrave, "I love you the same way I learned how to ride a bike; scared but reckless."
10. SleeplessHopeful, "You're the one that I stay up all night thinking about, coming up with cute things that I wish could happen."
11. OppositesBipolar, "I want you to go away but I want you to stay. You make me happy but make me sad. I want to punch you but I want to hug you. I hate you but I love you."
12. BreathlessAmazing, "Not many people can take my breath away but you don’t even have to try."
13. Caught in the ActShameless, "I love it when I catch you looking at me, and then you smile and look away."
14. Just the NameMeaningful, "I wonder what goes through your mind when you hear my name."
15. Like The SunBeautiful, "He looked at her like a blind man seeing the sun for the first time."
    (c) CandyMag

Top: From Lola, Shorts: Forme Shades: Sunnies by Charlie, Bag: NineCo, Sneakers: Reebok

    Here's what I wore from our 4th Annual Accounting Congress held at Enchanted Kingdom for the 2nd time. They say, this would be the last time that it will be the venue and I can't wait where's our next stop. Yay. I opted for my own version of medyo turista ootd. HAHA. I originally planned for an all white outfit but I know in myself that I can't pull it off in real life so maybe that ootd dream will remain first in my fashion imaginations and wait for the confidence to come at the right time :) Hahaha. It's just fun and happiness that have been circling around the corner so I think I can dance... oh that's a show and I'm actually joking again in this part. HAHA!! That day, I didn't think of school stuff ( despite of Financial Accounting chapter 22 and 23 -_- and the 50 pages we need to study for Law class sosyal pakinggan pero I find it scary in real life lol ) you know, yolo. All yolo moments will be shared to my Part 2 blog post so stay tuned!! Thanks for dropping by :) 

Love,

Patricia <3