Texture that matters

    I've been a fashion blogger for years but I still can't catch my real taste. I don't know if it's girly, classy, glam but definitely not edgy and boho. Hahaha. I'm also dreaming for a coachella stuff but that's just impossible because it's not my style at all. Whenever I don't have new dresses, I opt to mix and match technique. It's funny how my mom will always find me all dolled up from old clothes and unexpected pieces. My first and foremost principle about fashion is.. Magsuot ka lang ng alam mong may dating. Yung walang katulad. Yung scene stealer. Yung may head turner effect and spark. Kung makikigaya ka sa uso, make sure you will still stand out. Trip mo magskater skirt? Choose a unique color. If you'll choose black or red na super common, dapat may pasabog sa top. There it goes. That's how I see fashion! :) I entitled it Texture that matters because my top and skirt have the same texture. I don't know if it's silk or nylon. I have no idea about fabrics and something. Haha. I will make a concrete research about it soon. Lol. My dad joined me in my photo shoot anyway. HAHAHA. I really like and love him. HAHAHA. It's like I have to tap my mom's shoulders to the highest level of victory because he found a man that's too funny in our lives. I'm considering myself to marry a guy who is a clown. Hahahaha. Just kidding. I can't wait to wear shoes at it's finest. Imagine, I'm living for almost 4 months of not wearing heels, booties, ballerina flats and more. Imagine. This isn't a girl thing anymore. HAHAHA. I'm praying, i'm praying. 

Love,

Patricia <3

First year- 2nd sem treasures

SHARING YOU MY ALL LINE OF 1 DREAM COME TRUE IN COLLEGE!!! Woohoo!!!!!! Brag brag brag brag!!!!! I'm so happy I got to save my failing midterm grades in the end. I've experinced a lot/ got into trouble that resulted into a bombastic destruction. Haha. Oa. Honestly, who would survive ( survive talaga ) from a left foot external bleeding?! It happened last prelims. On the last day of our midterms, I forgot mg calculator that's why it turned out bad. "This will be the death of me" I told myself. And then I received my midterm grade in accounting... I was like... crying of ocean of tears every night for two weeks! I was so upset if I will shift or something just to escape failure. Oa as it sounds but that was the first time I received a grade in my life like that. Those were the days I used to not to sleep a lot because I'm crazy crying and studying each word that I'm going to read. Nevertheless, i'm thankful of what happened. Everything happens for a reason. I think if that didn't happen to me, I won't be able to wake up from reality. I thought that subject will always be like that. I've been following tumblr accountants that made me realized, 5 times reading is not enough. 10 times will suffice. It didn't disappoint me because I received 2 mistakes only which I said that will stay in my heart forever. Even if I got an amnesia, I will immediately shout when I wake up, "I got 98 on semis that's why im a legend!!!" HAHAHA.  I know for others, my grades are just a piece of cake especially to my father, because he said it's not uno so there's no reason to rejoice that much. Hahaha. I used to be scared whenever I will take major exams but this time, it changed me a lot. From semi finals and finals, I'm like "Patrice, it's now or never. Prada or laziness? You choose. Werk it out girl." Lol.  I am thankful of everything. I am no longer a freshman so yeah, party rock! Haha. Imagine?! I survived a course I didn't prepare of! I took a course where analyzing is a must skill which is my waterloo. I really learned to take challenges bravely. If I can't do it, just try. Never be afraid unless it's God. So this is a draft for a summa cum laude speech in the future. Why am I typing this long?! What am I fighting for?! HAHAHA. My point is, you guys study hard. HAHA. Actually, it's all about rewarding yourself from accomplishments. This is how I treat myself, I write a lot. I express my own thoughts and in my words. Kidding. That's a prayer! Hahaha. No matter what happens to me and my course, I will leave it to the future with the thinking of I WILL SUCCEED BECAUSE IM CRAZY ENOUGH TO THINK I CAN!!!!! Even if I cried a world of tears, I won't mind it because... it's worth the tears :) All the hardword paid off. Thank you Lord. I will strive for higher grades. I will do my best. Dean's lister is much sweeter the second time around! :) 

P.S. 2 sems down! 8 sems to go!!! FIGHTING!!! So that I could go to Seoul and find my own Do Min Joon shi. Hahahahaha.

Love,

Patricia <3

Summer in Pastel

I like the concept that I have a long hair but I'm not allowed to dye it again. Dying! Hahahaha.

Thankyou to my friends who took my ootd photos! I'm also thankful that they're very supportive and patient as well. Pastel colors will always a dream for me. Haha! I suddenly missed Karla and Maycy because I used to tell them to buy clothes with pop of colors! :D I wore an old blue see through top and matched it with my very very old pink tube. Okay. Let me explain about the purple skater skirt. HAHAHA. I like skater skirts now... only in exotic colors. Hahaha. They're nice, only I was bitter before. So mainstream. Before. Whenever you guys will go to the beach, make sure to bring your glamorous sunnies with you! When it comes to clothes, I can't really give a particular advice but choose cheap ( you'll use it once or twice ) and unique one ( don't join what's uso in the crowd ). Araso? Trust me. Chao because I still have to finish 10 episodes of the Korean Drama my friends and I were watching during our  sleep over. Do Min Joon my baby! <3  Have a fun summer vacation! 

Love,

Patricia <3

Summer Escapade

   Uh uh uh oh oh. Why'd you have to go-oh away from home, me love! Lalalala hahaha. It was really a fun fun Friday for us! We call it Happy Fourever that will symbolize our friendship anniversary!

We even bought a cake with a candle on it to blow our wishes for the coming years of our lives. 

I always say this in my blog but I don't mind telling these again. I'm beyond blessed to be with them. 

They're truly my college treasure aside from the concept of my course and my yipee grades this sem! I will share it here in my blog since I promised my Dad not to post it in fb. This is the barkada I'm safe to say forever. I believe we will conquer the coming sems, qualify exams/ Top 90, ojt, graduation and board exam together. Hindi talaga ako magstostop sa paniniwalang yon. No. Hindi ako papayag. Hindi ko hahayaan. HAHAHA. 

This is what I really realized in college or maybe in this present time. What you think is what you become. If you really put your heart and deep dedication to something, trust me. You won't get disappointed. Not just once effort, but 10 times yourself. :) We're like the group of people who talk of bio lessons while eating a chicken about tendons, ligaments and bones. HAHAHA. 

We are also the crazy people who walk like drunkards while crossing the busy streets! Lol! Enough. 

We have so many secrets to keep in ourselves only, right friends? We are the bully people! THOSE FB GROUPIE CHATS AT NIGHT! HAHAHA.

Anyway! We had our summer escapade at La Sueña Brisa! It's located at the famous place of Nonong Casto, Lemery, Batangas.

We paid our entrance fee last January. Could you imagine how many months we waited for it?! Haha! We're planning for a farther destination next time! 

Actually the whole trip was really long and tiring. Napapaisip nga ako and I told them, buti na lang buhay pa talaga tayo! Feeling ko sa pinakadulo ng mundo kami galing. HAHAHA. 

The tricycle driver even asked, "San kayo sa Maynila?" "Ah. Wala bang magandang resort sa Batangas City?" Lol.

I'm not really a beach person but it made me realize not to be one because tan complexion isn't my thing at all. No. XD

I won't make this blogpost any longer but I would like to thank La Sueña personel for a good accomodation! Thanks to Kuya guard for lending us his lighter because I forgot for our friendship cake! Haha! Thanks to another Kuya who took our group photo because none of us own a monopod :( Hahaha. Lastly, thanks to Metrodeal! I love you so much girls ( Monie, Tintin, Clarissa, Joice, Glecie and Almira! ).

Love,

Patricia

Believe in all that can be

I was too busy for the past few days because of our Humanities theater. Okay how do I start this?? It was a blast. I felt so much fun ever since we had our first practice. Our play is all about a princess who escaped the fantasy world where she met her the one and had their baby girl but things gone wrong that she needed to go back to the Kingdom of Alfea and rule as the Queen this time. Her daughter in the outside world with the father continued to live the life. When the girl meets the strange dress that brought her in fantasy, will her dreams be enough to get them through the crazy mess called life? Yay. I can still remember when Joice ( director ) and I were still brainstorming about this. You know Joice and I have a very compatible way of thinking about girly stuff and all. We usually do or plan things like this but this one is something hard and measurable. I would like to thank first all my groupmates for a very successful result and feedback from our Professor! Group 2 deserves everything we made effort as one. You guys want stories we've been through?

Okay. The first one is the first overnight with 4 people ( Joice, Reina, Queenie and Dona). We left home around 8 in the evening to have dinner outside particularly in 7/11 caltex. After the dinner, we decided to walk to go home. It's like wow ah, kung kelan gabi na saka pa talaga kami nagdecide na maglakad?! XD So we were already frightening each other that I decided to get a big stone with me as my and our protection against fuck people. HAHAHA. They we're teasing me like crazy but I didn't mind it at all. When!!!! A guy on a motor cycle near me shout like a clown or whatever and I immediately screamed because of so much shocked and fear.  He's totally scary in my eyes. HAHAHA. My friends got scared too because of my scream and shout stuff. Hahaha! We were almost home when!!!!! A dog was standing infront of us like something's bad gonna happen if one of us have ran her life out!! We were all praying in our deepest hearts not to run! I said, "Kagat dila guys! Kaya natin to!!" Reina also said, " San Roque, San Roque!!!" Woahhhhhhhh!!!!!! Inch by inch, yes we're moving closer and the dog went far! Woahhhhhh!  That night Dona frightened me and I cried of too much fear. HAHAHA. Ang oa ko talaga pero ayos lang. This is me, this is real. Fuck what people think. :)))) 

Okay. The second day!!! We were 15!!! Fun fun! I asked them to wash up around 6 but they started 7 and finished by 8! We took our dinner in Jorjhanes Bulalo restaurant in Bolbok. Before we reach the place, we were divided into two groups because of the transportation. We were left waiting for another jeepney to pass by when!!!!!!!!!! I saw a woman in a dress holding a sack! "May luka! Let's go flight back!!!! Woah!!!" We waited for her to pass by and yes success! After the one hour dinner, we ride a jeep again because it's too far already for us to walk. There's this crazy jeepney driver whom I can't describe that much aside from he's craziness.

 We continued our work and finished by 2 in the morning. What I like from our group is that we never forgot to pray and thank God before we hit the hay!

It's really a nice experience of exchanging ideas with great minds of people. 

Love,

Patricia <3

Blog Hiatus

  Okay. How do I start this blogpost? A moment of silence everyone. I'm about to announce that... finally it's vacation! Just think of our 2-week discussion for semi finals and we had over a month for finals. Wow just wow. I don't get to take blogger pictures recently because of so many things to accomplish bae ( Before anything else) Not all baes are for lovelife okay. Haha. I'm actually here just to spill the rants I want to tell. UGH. I can't imagine life without this word. Lol. Accounting why do you have to be so tricky picky. I told myself that I will get a perfect score because in my way of thinking, it's like I reached 2 mistakes last time and last quiz was a genius result too! I hate expectations but they're inevitable! They never left in real life. Last week, we squeezed ourselves from Management Case Analysis defense that's why another experience was added in my life. That's the moment I realized that I was born ( not to tell you I love you okay. Don't sing please. Haha ) in a white collar job, corporate world. It was really fun. I always thank myself for choosing this course like this is one of the best decisions I made in my life ( boom panot sa drama! ). It takes a lot of effort for us to come up with our decided problem about the case and also the selfies I mean groupies inside the multimedia room! That's my favorite part tbh! :) :) I can't wait also for our coming get away with my college friends. Wooh! It's gonna be so much fun just like our random moments I guess. Hahaha. We are the kind of people who walks near Rizal Avenue laughing like idiots and throwing up like drunkards! Accounting problems maybe? Always happen. We paid the bank for our resort fee several months ago so my friends and I are like come on let's go and play. XD I also can't wait for Tuesday. I'm gonna see him after a year. Finally. Any guess? Do you see it as a lover or something? :P HAHAHA. I just recalled when out of nowhere someone pm-ed me. "Pwede bang maging clown ng buhay mu?" I immediately burst into laugh when I read it! I will post the whole conversation whenever and wherever. It's so funny. I swear. So random. Hahahahahaha! We still have one last push for Monday which is the play/ theater finals for Humanities. I'm the Queen by the way <3 Don't you worry guys, I didn't convince our director which is my very very friend. I actually asked for a fairy role but she didn't allow me. I've always dreamed of becoming a moonlight pixie since. :( I will really savor the vacation as soon as everything's finally settled. Being a college student isn't a serious thing. It takes a lot of pimples which is fuck, eyebags another fuck, tears, effort, sacrifices and everything. Lol. I will watch a lot of Korean Dramas, barbie movies ( our play is related to barbie so I discovered that youtube offers a full hd movie! ), read books, sketch, study online ( not related to my course. I'm not a geek. ) & enjoy. Smile! We're not getting any younger at this second. Thankyou for dropping by. :)

To the one I write about

 

"If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die." —Mik Everett

Oh the irony, I'm writing about writing about you. Indeed you haven't died in my thoughts, not even a bit, not even at all. I'm not a writer and you're no longer my lover, but I remember someone once said that "writers are not sad; all sad people write." And indeed I was sad. You took the life out of me and now I'm left with tears which I have replaced with words.

You were my greatest and worst love, my high and low, my summer and winter, my day and night, my pain and relief. You were both an exaggeration and an understatement. You were everything at once and nothing at all at the same time. We were nothing in between, we were anything but an average love affair. Our romance burned the brightest and froze the coldest. It's always up there, at the extremes, at the peak, at the epitome that my heart bursts and my mind implodes with superfluous thoughts of you and I could not help but write about you like how Shakespeare wrote about how parting is such a sweet sorrow. 

As I write you down, the friction between my hands, the pen and the paper becomes so intense as if I'm about to set it on fire. You were just so breathtaking as I look at you beside me. You had your hair tousled in a quiff, your soft skin reflects the battle between shadow and light, your eyes were lethargic as you caress my face like I'm your only safe haven. The moments that we shared though only for a short amount of time, cost me inexhaustible amount of writings from ripped back pages of my notebook . 

I don't know how to stop but I want to. It's so addicting that if I were given a penny every time I write about you, I would be a millionaire. Every time I hold my pen up, it's taunting because I started jotting down our could’ve beens, our what ifs and our used-tos. You take up my mind so much that it stings at the mention of your name, which seemed to be etched in my brain now like a tattoo. You have instantly become an automated memory I remember the moment I wake up and haunts me before I go to sleep. You have become a catchy lyric from a song that I caught myself singing along to the entire day. You were just so sensational to me, a phenomenon that I felt the need to record.

The way I write about you became worse when you walked out of my life. When you broke my heart, another set of words came to life.You were a neverending inspiration. You were like a living, breathing Augustus Waters and Edward Cullen, a walking New York Times best seller right before me.

  March is definitely one of the busiest month ever so I would like to thank all the people who didn't forget to greet me through text messages/ facebook/ twitter/ instagram and most especially in personal. Thankyou! To my dear college friends, I love you guys with all my heart, soul and mind! To my dear bestfriend, Karla! Even though she halfway forgot it, still thanks for the short chitchat. Short na chitchat pa! Thankyou to everybody who greeted. Kakatouch din yung mga pm talaga. Buo yung birthday ko hayst. Kakakilig pa rin talaga. Forever inspiration, hart hart. Hahaha. My greatest wish in life is simple as to grow a better version of myself to touch everyone's lives. I promise to strive more. I will get higher scores on accounting for the coming days and years to come. What I shared is another article I got from my favorite CandyMag ( I wish Vogue is available here. Dying!! ). I love this article so much because yeah the feels. When a girl writes about you, it's  impossible for you to be forgotten. Maybe she will live the life she has but trust me, she will see those old notes, previous posts, enchanting box, so relatable rebloggeds and I mean everything that will remind her of the word, "Again". Whoever you're thinking right now, uy. Emote lang! I was just carried away, nothing personal but there's this so called deep inside feelings... just kidding again. Haha. Who's your to the one I write about? <3 I bet that's the guy you have a forever crush on? Or... maybe... I bet on your baby?! I'm joking anyway. :D Wait! I have chika! I was with my mom in SM awhile ago and there's this group of rich kids ( how did I say? Bc their pe uniforms are printed by Stony. Haha ). What now? I saw a cutie guy that looks like a Korean but not much. AHHH. Tumingin siya! *Screams*. New crush, new crush. Super duper gwapo. Hay. One pls. I can wait. HAHA. Just kidding!!! I think I'm gonna study all night because I felt hyper! Charot o harot moments be like!! Yay. Thankyou for dropping by!

Love,

Patricia <3